On sunday her thoughts are much different . She realises herself and realises that how rude she had been to her mother and how she hated her. She never felt sorry and never expressed that she felt sorry about what she had done in the past like she expressed in this entry.It was a fact that her mother could not understand her fully but she also failed to understand her.She considered herself the cause of her mother's unhappiness .But now, she had grown wiser than before.And she also said that she kept her mouth shut when she was annoyed which she never did before.She could also not understand how she hated and had been angry on her.She for the first time was shocked when she read about her hate for the mother.