Dear Myself, 

How will be I?well, I can answer myself.I am and will be  feeling very bad.I am now 30 years old.I just finished writing a letter about my childhood to myself and now I am writing this one to myself.

I have reached this stage of my life after a lot of struggle but who cares.My children whom I cared and loved so much, today they have left me in a oldage home to die.What else to say?They , I mean my son and his wife hardly comes once in a year to meet.I cannot even send a letter to anyone .I feel so lonely.i am sure that after a decade or less , Neither my children will ever send me a single nor they will come to meet me.The only way left to remove my boredom will be writing a letter to myself.

I am very afraid that when i will be 45 years old, what would be my condition?I hope I would not be ignored by the whole world because if this happens,i would not be able to live.

I am hoping that you're still (and always will be) able of this sort of introspection, since I think it's how you are going to save yourself.

Wherever you're and whatever you have executed, I hope you feel whole and proud and executed. I hope people and things that bring you joy surround you, and I really hope you return it in kind. I am hoping that you've located quiet, peaceful places in your thoughts as well as your heart when it gets too dark so you can go there. I trust skinny jeans have gone out of style. I am hoping you have composed a novel, even if nobody buys it but your mother. I am hoping you are living your life with grace and poise and lots and plenty of laughter.

I really hope you're happy.


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